Thinking Of You.

Sooo. Things have been going pretty good.
Me && old dude are pretty much workin out our problems and moving forward with our relationship. We're still in this dumb pointless "chillin" stage.
but it's like whateva. cause in the end. im still widd him.

Regardless of all that. I still like my prom date.
lately we've been seeing more of each other. and i like spending time with him.
but old dude is always in the back of my mind. no matter what.

and now i feel as if i dont kno where i wanna be.
cause with old dude. i love him. SO MUCH. we're moving past what's happened before.
plus he's been talkin bout the future. but right now he dont want commitment.
and being as me && prom date are growing closer. and actually TALKING.
commitment is something that I can see happening with us.

and even tho i would love to be stamped.
i dont kno if giving up old dude is something i can do. or want to do.

even tho my besties not on his side.
i kno he has those close to him not on my side either.
cause we both have our share of dirt and wrongdoings.
i still love my besties to death. cause i kno they jus want what's best for me.
and dont wanna see me hurt again.

but im watchin out for myself.
cause he really makes me happy.